Love can really hurt sometimes but with me i'm stuck in a love triangle i like two guys one i been for like 9 months now and the another only for 1 week. Why is it so hard to find the one i want to be with forever or maybe relationships just isn't for me at at? It sucks completely i don't wanna be alone for the rest of my life searching and searching for the right one over and over again it may take a lifetime but i don't wanna wait that long. I wanna be happy but yet feel special money, cars, jewelry don't even matter to me i wouldn't even care if u was broke or lived at home with your parents as long as u treated me right i'm ok with that.I rather know a guy for who they are without the lies or the games they play to get in a girls pant i don't understand why most guys have to be dogs. If i had to choose one of these guys i don't know who to choose guy number one treats me good but sometimes i think hes to much for me. Guy number two hes super sweet he calls me whenever i'm sad or sick he calls me wifey but everything about he is all good he may be a bad guy but i love that about him. He understands me the most its like a dream come true but my heart is telling me not to be with him but my body is saying go for it.

It's pretty funny how love comes to you a the most worse times but then change your life forever but forever is a strong word most people believe that god gives everyone a good man when they deserved it. Others think loves can change a person but i never really believed that until it really happen to me and now i see what people are talking about. But sometimes i can never let go of what guys did to me in the past where they use to treat me like nothing or never care about what i felt inside, my heart has always felt so lonely and had darkness around it until one guy came and change that and i thank him for that.